The Cupcake Chronicles

For a control freak, not being able to control feelings are really bothering me. I can't even mention to friends what my problem is. I just can't....I can't stop thinking, I can't stop getting closer to acting on it, I can't control a damn thing. I can't even blog about it. I just need out. I'm stuck. And it's more and more apparent the longer the days go on. It's almost enough for me to just leave. I don't know if I want to do that permenantly or temporarily. But something has to break soon. And it's going to be me. And it's going to hurt a lot of people in the mean time. I might end up alone after this.....