blah..I didn't know what to put as a title. It has come to my attention, that some people read this thing, so I figured I had better update and start posting!! Life has been flying by. Kids are getting older, smarter and faster. I in the mean time am getting further away from being younger, dumber and slower. My time to do anything is getting shorter. My days are longer, but feel shorter. My children are growing before my eyes, and there is nothing I can do except try hard to enjoy every minute I can. And if you have ever taken a 3 year old and a 1 year old to Wal-Mart, you know what a task this can be. But I love it. I really do.
This past week my depression has surfaced a little. I go through this cyle where I'm fine, then I'm not. And once my stubborn ass decides it's time to go to a Dr., I am at a high point and decide to just nevermind the notion of medication. I honestly think it has a lot to do with the hormones I'm on to keep myself out of the loony bin and un-pregnant right now;). I wish I could throw the damn things away, but honestly, I don't know I'm at a point where I could handle being pregnant again. Especially another *suprise* baby. Maybe when Maddison is out of diapers.
So now I must cut this. Maddison is hungry, the phone is ringing, and I just realized I'm very freaking hungry. I'll write more later..hopefully....
